
When they paraded her naked,




“Age cannot wither her, nor custom stale
Her infinite variety”
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So when the opportunity presented itself, I seized it with both hands and soon I found myself flying amidst bales and bales of cottony clouds, which tempted me, not just once, to step out of the plane and take them for mattresses to laze about. Well, of course, commonsense and my dad (sitting next to me) kept me tied to my seat. Soon the view changed to those of patches of land tinctured in subtly different shades, perhaps straight out a Nerolac shade card. We got off at the new
On the first day, I certainly didn’t want to be a nettlesome guest and decided to play along. He took us to the famous Tirupati shrine (in Andhra Pradesh), where I wondered for the “nth” time that how even “darsana” of the deity depended upon a person’s social standing or paying capacity. While we could manage it with in half an hour, I saw these long serpentine queues moving at a painfully slow pace, if , at all.
Day 2 was relaxed, with my mamaji making plans to visit yet more “mandirs” and malls and I knew it was time, I put my foot down and remind him that I would rather have an eclectic variety of things. He was clearly annoyed but was magnanimous enough to offer me a chauffer driven car and his wife as a winsome companion. With her, I explored the architecture of
The next day, we started for
Eating “medu vada”, a delicacy of
Day 4 promised a good weather and I decided to stay in
Traveling in and around
On the penultimate day, after my strong (read stubborn) insistence, my mamji finally allowed us to travel to see what I had been dreaming for days- the temple art and architecture of hoyasala dynasty, about whose splendour I had been reading for many many years in my history textbooks. These temples in Halebidu and Beluru , built in black schist stone, based on a stellate ground plan, filled with intricate sculptures and friezes were rapturously exquisite. Those yakshas and yakshinis, sensuous dancers, not to forget the menagerie of elephants, lions, horses almost came to life and I moved enthralled, admiring the hands that chiseled these and yet claimed no glory in terms of their authorship. On our way to these temples, we also stopped at Sravana Belagola, where these never-seem-to-be-ending stairs finally took us to this 57m tall monolithic stone statue of Bahubali, claimed to be the tallest in the world. Right opposite to this was Chandragiri hills, named after the famous mauryan king, Chandragupta. Its claimed that it was here, he after converting to Jainism, meditated and breathed his last.
My trip was coming to an end and I wanted to make peace with my much antagonized manaji. So as a reconciliatory gesture I proposed a short trip to





from womb to tomb
the umblical cord has snapped
and i see myself in the mirrors of the world
trying to identify with that woman
On Razor's edge, would i be tested?
would i be blown in a thousand directions?
while the delicate glass is moulded
shall my spirit overcome uextinguished
Do i dare trust humans
with faces out of kaleidoscope
one shade less, one hue graver
Teddy bears won't be soft anymore
scaring me with that carnivorous teeth
the eyes of fairies not so benign
as their hardness would gnaw at my heart
solidified tears would refuse to fall
choked voice humiliating me
while depth would be equated with cowardice
would I forever be procrastinating?
in this journey from womb to tomb
or like the protagonists of many plays
"I can't go on, i will go on.."
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Its the tale of Doyamoyee who having unwittingly cured one villager after another, fails to cure the one who mattered the most- her cherubic nephew khoka... its the tale of a woman who willingly chooses to live the dream of her father-in-law (who saw her as an reincarnation of goddess kali) and so convinced of her own divinity, refuses to go with her educated husband who tries to make her see sense.... its the tale of a woman who experiences solitude even amid the myriad who had flocked to her door for blessing or boon or treatment... its the tale of a woman who loses it all.. her beloved nephew khoka, the belief in herself, her husband, and most importantly her sanity... and in the end vanishes in the mist...losing herself....